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an update

June 18, 2009

thanks to all who have called/emailed/facebooked to inquire how we are doing.

the answer: we’re managing. i’m doing a lot of baking. a LOT.

we don’t have any answers. the autopsy and testing on max came back normal. i had a complete genetic work up done in october, which also came back normal.

i dream that i am laying down with max a few times a week. sometimes he is in my dreams alone, sometimes his sister joins him. there is always a light in the room, which i think is my mind speaking to our first loss. sometimes i wake up comforted and sometimes i wake up feeling so sad that i don’t know if i will make it through the day.

and now i must be off…strawberry bread is coming out of the oven…

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  1. June 19, 2009 4:22 am

    Hey Allie,Thanks for updating all of us. I wish the doctors had answers for you and could prevent a tragedy like this from ever happening again to you. I don't know if you'd be interested, or if you already know about it, but I've heard good things about the group Brief Encounters. http://www.briefencounters.org *hughughug*

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